Getting organized

I have ideas in my head, just like you probably do. I think “this would be cool if I did this” . Sometimes I follow through with them and sometimes I don't actually do anything towards making it a reality. That's why I'm grateful for sites like Fiverr and Upworks where I can outsource my ideas. Even that takes organization though because I have to be very specific in what it is I want and that's easier said than done. I can be a very literal/concrete person and when you combine that with being impatient and fairly easily annoyed, it's not always a great combination. Here's an example; take this blog. What do I want from this blog exactly? My first thought is that this is more for me than anyone because I've always kept journals and this is basically me doing just that except now I share these thoughts with people. But what do I want from this? Do I want 100 people to read this? 1,000? 10,000? Would I even like it if I had that much of an audience or would I become all self-conscious about stuff and that would hinder my writing. OH! I'm also very sensitive to things. That's what I forgot to mention when I was talking about being impatient and concrete. Sensitive and impatient can be a really bad combo because let's say I'm coming up with an idea or having a convo with someone about something. If that convo gets a little tense? I am tempted to just scrap the whole thing and just start over somewhere. Not good. But back to this blog and my goals. I get annoyed because these words right here? I don't know if you'll see them. Why? Because ONE little thing changed in the way I used to post these things and now I'm like “I don't have the patience for this”. So I'm going to keep this one kinda short and see if I can figure out where it fits on my page and then I'll promote it on my Facebook page. That brings me back to outsourcing stuff on Fiverr and that; I can do that if I'm willing to pay people to keep up with my ideas for my Shopify page and even this blog. These are happy thoughts for me, so I'm going to be talking about them more down the line. Thank you for reading these by the way! I check several times a week to see how much traffic I get after I post a blog and it does go up when I announce that I have a new bloggy blog. 

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